Marred Clay and the Perfect Vessel

One of my favorite articles I have ever written.

Footprints of a Legacy Left Behind

It was early 1977.  I was a student at Oak Harbor High School in Northwest Ohio and I remember this event without straining any of my 1970’s  damaged brain cells.  It was a Thursday afternoon and I was stuck right in the middle of art class.  That’s right….I said art class.   I finally admit publicly that I took art in high school.

Why I remember this so clearly is because I remember the music playing in class.  Mrs. Cherry was the art teacher.  She was young and made art fun.  More importantly, she played music in her class.  This day we were listening to “Wings Over America” by Paul McCartney and Wings.

Now… I would love to tell you that I was a good artist.   Also, I would love to tell you that I took the class to become a better artist.  But neither one of those reasons would…

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Truth is…

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Life has been interesting for the past several months.

I had surgery and was off work for a month or so.  It was the longest time I was off work since I graduated from college.  I thought I was going to be able to finish a project I have been writing.  I had been so inspired to write about growing up in a small town in Ohio.  Try to write short stories about those experiences and maybe one day put them together in book form for my grand kids to read one day.

It sounds so selfish and self-serving when I put that desire into words.

Truth is… I just have not been able to write.

Several times I was inspired but couldn’t bring myself to face the keys.

I have been distracted by other things.  Over things I have no control.

Elections, politics, rumors, marches, riots, hateful rhetoric, families fighting amongst each other and people posting things just to stir things up on social media.

Truth is… people really believe that all of this stuff is new.  It isn’t.

I am old enough to remember the late 1960’s.  Civil unrest… marches, riots on college campuses, racial wars and division, scandals, war in Vietnam, environmental groups that told us that we would no longer exist by the mid-eighties, Communism would over-take us by 1976 and if not, we would be wiped out by Russia’s nuclear bombs.   Fear was rampant.

Flash forward 40 years and history is repeating itself.  None of this is new.

Truth is… the biggest difference is social media. Instant postings of fear or support for individual preferences has caused so much division.

Yes… elections have consequences but those consequences are issues I cannot control.

Truth is… it is what it is… whether I like it or not.

Whatever those consequences are should point me to trust and deepen my faith in my God.  He is the one that is in control and the results from this election are not surprises to Him.

Never-the-less, I have let a lot of what I see on social media get to me.  It discouraged me and I let it affect me. I had to break away and un-follow and delete some friends and family.

Truth is… I have not posted who I supported in the election nor have I attacked anyone for their political perspective.  All I have said was that it is futile to post pro-Trump or anti-Trump posts because it changes nothing. I feel that posting political things on social media really changes nothing and all that does is cause division among friends and family.  

Truth is… I still feel that way.

So many people are so angry and hateful.  Some of these people have not had an actual  conversation with me in years, yet they attacked me like they know me and what I think.

Truth is… they don’t know me.

One of the things I was accused of being was a hypocrite. Acting one way in real life and then acting like a spiritual giant by what I wrote. Nothing could be farther from the truth.

Truth is… I am keenly aware of my failures.

I am aware of who I am. I’m not always the person that I want to be or should be.  I slip, I fall, I make mistakes, and do things that I shouldn’t. My thoughts are not always the best, my words don’t always speak life, but I do thank God His mercies are new every morning.  

Truth is… my failures are just that, my failures. I will answer for them. I write about them. I always have. I also write about the grace of God. I write about forgiveness.  I write about my beliefs. I write and share my beliefs so you’ll know where I am coming from in any given situation, not in an attempt to force them down your throats because I believe “I am right and you are wrong.” 

Truth is… I’m not going to apologize for my relationship with the Lord. He knows me. He knows my failures. And while I answer to only One person for how I live my life, I have no desire to offend the masses in my process of living or writing.

I try to share what the Lord puts on my heart to write and I keep the rest of it to myself, which is why I do not post on a daily or even a weekly basis.

Truth is… it’s easy to focus on the negative. 

This morning, I was thinking about all of the things I wish were different about me, and although I believe it’s a good thing to be aware of our shortcomings and to bring them to God, it also occurred to me that if my focus is there too often, it can cause me to lose sight of the things in my life to be grateful for.  

Truth is… I am working on turning my gaze to the blessings in my life.  When I begin to think about those blessings, I realize that I didn’t do anything to deserve them.  They are just gifts God chose to give me.  image-axd

Truth is… it is the same with His gift of salvation.  Salvation is not something we can earn; God only asks that we believe in His Son.  It is something God extended to us because He loves us and wants to be in relationship with us.

Truth is… I do not claim or even secretly believe to know it all when it comes to living for the Lord. I am simply sharing with you how He’s leading me in the hope that it will encourage you and/or maybe you have some words of encouragement for me.

So friends, please, know that when I write I am sharing from my heart. I desire to be real with you about the struggles and the joy I find on this journey of life.

Even more so, it is about the faithfulness of God in the midst of it all.

Truth is… to me, that is what it means to be a part of the body of Christ.

You Don’t Know Me

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You don’t know me. 

You don’t know my thoughts.

You don’t know my dreams.

You don’t know my journey.

You don’t know me.

You don’t know my intentions.

You don’t know my story.

You don’t know what I have been through.

You don’t know me.

You  don’t know my pain.

You don’t know my reasons.

You don’t know who I am today.

You don’t know me.

You don’t know my heart.  

You don’t know my regret.

You don’t know what I love.

You don’t know me.

You don’t know my joy.

You don’t know my happiness.

You don’t know my success.

You don’t know me.

You don’t know what I have had to overcome.

You don’t know what it is like to walk in my shoes.

You don’t know my future.

You don’t know me.

But God does.

Grace Wins

I have been watching, reading and listening to the changes coming in our world.

The winds of change are brewing, and they whisper of a world ahead without grace.

Image result for GRace WInsIt’s evident in the culture around us. It’s a culture completely lacking grace.

The contrast between the secular world and Christianity is dramatic, and it’s very evident in this one area- grace.

The God of the Bible demonstrated His grace and love for man by becoming one of us, revealing Himself to us, dying for us, and offering us forgiveness of all our sins…simply because we ask in faith.

There is nothing else like it. A faith based on the grace and love of God, full of promise and hope.

All the work is done by God, not by us.

But we are in a time where the grace of God is denied, ridiculed and suppressed…it’s no longer the unbeliever we deal with, it’s the graceless curtain of anger and rage. 

Even by those that claim Christ.

How amazing that, in a world where God’s riches and grace are free, so many want to rage against the grace and love of God.

This is spiritual warfare at the highest levels.

And in this battle between the world and the grace of God… in the end, GRACE will win.

It always does.

 

Are You Sure?

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I almost shut down my blog last week.

I logged in, pushed the new post button out of rote memory, then I paused.

That screen… so familiar to me that it rarely looks blank to me.

I always see the completion of some words.

The cursor wasn’t tapping its foot impatiently, it was softly breathing, consistent in its repose.

The screen was just blank.

There was no life there.

I went to settings. I then pressed down on the delete button.

I asked myself…

Are you sure?

Remember when writing was so much fun?

Are you sure?

Remember why you started writing in the first place? Wasn’t it to ease the pain of failure that you created? Wasn’t the reason you wrote was to leave something behind for your family to read after you were gone?

Are you sure?

Could the reason be because they tried to silence you?

Cyber bully you?

With the weight of my heart holding down the cursor on the delete button,

I wandered through memories and possibilities of better days, maybe even better weeks ahead.

After 12 minutes of staring at the blank screen, without releasing the button, I slid the cursor away.

I almost shut down my blog last week.

On a whim.

I’ve thought about why ever since.

Thinking if it’d be different if I wasn’t so afraid of those three-words.

Are you sure?

Is anyone sure of anything?

Are you sure?

When I lay down at night, in my head, I hear the voices of stories past.

It never stops.

I hear the voices of loved ones.

I relive the events of my life.

My childhood, my faith, my success and my failure.

The good. The bad.

Who will tell their story?

I almost shut down my blog last week.

Lying in bed, thinking of the delete button I pressed.

Seeing memories that live inside my head, preserved in pieces of true moments.

Knowing that I cannot hide the truth of those memories.

Lies cannot be told in the memories and voices heard just before sleep.

Are you sure?

Are you sure?

I almost answered that question.

I almost shut my blog down last week.

On a whim.

Whims never carry me very far.

If I want to go anywhere specific,

I must write stories.

Sturdy, true stories, lined with perspective.  

If I want to go somewhere important,

I must share these stories with the people who live in my head.

I almost shut down my blog last week.

On a whim.

The button did not carry out it’s deed.

My cursor keeps breathing, softly, steadily, in repose.

The voices and memories will always return to fill my mind as I lay down to sleep.

Even so, words do not fill the page,

And I am sure of nothing.

Fear and Loathing in 2017

As we enter 2017, I am astonished about the level of fear and loathing among us.

I guess I sfear_and_loathinghouldn’t be.  It has been the theme of 2016.

The angst is palpable.

Many people fear the future.  Fear based upon speculation and the unknown.

In an age where most media sources are proven to not be trusted, I cannot believe how many people base what they believe on biased information and on an agenda to be close minded… even though they claim to be open-minded and free thinkers. The internet is full of “fake news” sources, all designed to skew a person’s belief and perspective.  It is intentional and calculated. And most of all… it is effective. 

Many people base what they believe to be true based upon what they hear on a podcast or read on Facebook.  Their news sources and range of perspective is narrow. Meaning that they are all listening to the same biased podcast or source. They believe that they, themselves are the smartest person they know or at least the smartest in the same room as them. Anyone who disagrees with them are considered unintelligent and ignorant.

Do these people ever consider that all they are doing is adding to the fear and loathing?

An example of this is the latest news story of “voter fraud” in Michigan, Wisconsin and Pennsylvania.  I cannot tell you how many people were convinced that this was a “true” story.  After Jill Stein raised over 7 million dollars (twice what she spent on her campaign) to do a recount in those states.  We know the results of those re-counts… Trump actually gained votes over Clinton.

I could go on and on about all the different aspects of this past election year and the fear and loathing that is out there.

People are having a hard time with accepting the truth.

All of us have trouble accepting a difficult truth. It’s human nature to see what we want to see, especially when the truth makes us uneasy. But acknowledging and exploring the truth can liberate us and lead to greater opportunities. 

One of the great challenges of life is just the simple task of living in this moment, living a “present tense life.” There are two great enemies of accepting truth. One is “the fantasy of what could have been,” and the other is “the fear of what might be.”

Let me address each one of these for a moment.

The fantasy of what could have been– We all live our lives looking back to the past or ahead to the future. It’s rare that we live in the present tense. One of our enemies is the “fantasy of what could have been.” We will often look with a longing for a change because of our present adversities…

“If only I had married the other person,” or “If only I had finished college,” or “If only I hadn’t made that horrible mistake” then life would be great.

Thoughts race to alternate present reality because of our dreams of “if only.” Dreaming about what could have been can be a wonderful diversion, but it’s ignorance of the reality of truth.

The truth is that there is no “if only.”

There is only what is.

Accepting truth’s that you don’t like is one of the hardest things to do.

Dreaming about an alternate life that would turn out different is a fantasy that brings nothing good to our present situation. It only makes the “now” harder because our fantasy solutions would have eliminated our real dilemmas and the need to trust the Lord with our real problems today.

When you are tempted to visit the land of “if only” make the decision not to go. It’s a trip that only brings disappointment to what is your life right now.

The fear of what might be– The other problem I see many struggle with is “the fear of what might be.” They are experts at worrying about something that hasn’t even happened yet. As it pertains to Donald Trump, he hasn’t even been sworn into office and people are wailing and predicting doom.  It happened with Ronald Reagan too.

Those fears and impending doom never came to fruition.

If you are living in fear of Donald Trump… your faith is weak.  You knowledge of the Bible is soft, or at least became soft.  Do you really think that electing Trump as our President is a surprise to God?

There is no way any of us can see the future, so for us to worry about it before it ever gets here is a clear lack of faith in God to care for our tomorrows. It also shows that people have stopped reading their Bibles and have based their beliefs and perspectives on other sources. 

 “So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own”   Matthew 6:34

Jesus clearly said, “don’t worry about tomorrow.” He knew we were tempted to do this, and warned us against it. Fear of what might be often keeps us from walking with God and trusting him RIGHT NOW. We miss the joy of a walk with God in the present tense.

We each must live a present tense life intentionally. The distractions of fantasy about the past and fear about the future will easily get our attention away from a walk with the living God right now. I mentioned the word “walk” intentionally. It’s the word that the Bible uses to talk about our lives of faith. The Bible calls it a walk because there are some wonderful present tense elements to a walk that will help us stay focused on the now.

A walk demands a destination, but it can only be done one step at a time, one foot on the path toward the goal, one decision at a time to reach the goal. A walk demands a present tense life. That word, walk, often helps me get back to “now.”

control-what-you-can-controlThat is why God implores us to keep our eye on and press towards the mark of following Christ.  If you are so worried about the future, you obviously do not want to accept what the Bible says about the future.  It’s in His hands.  I cannot worry over that which I cannot control… those are the things I need to trust God that He has it under control. 

As you go through each day of 2017, living your life and find yourself buying into the temptation toward fantasy or fear, stop for a moment.  Focus on things that really matter and what you can do to control them.  The balance is trust and dependence on God to take care of the rest.

It is then called having “Faith” and not fear and loathing.

I hope you truly have a great year and I hope that all of your fears are tempered by a loving God and that our faith grows deeper in Him each day.

Angels… Every Once In A While

Year after year I would wait anxiously on Christmas morning to wake up everyone, I always thought it to be my responsibility since it was the assumed job for the baby of the family.

Even now as I look through boxes of old Christmas decorations, I am reminded of the Christmas of my childhood. I can remember each Christmas since I was probably 6 or 7. I remember every year, starting at Thanksgiving, my growing eager anticipation for the coming Christmas season.

 I always knew Christmas was getting close when Santa, in all his glory, would be waving to everyone from the top of the Oak Harbor Fire truck as they paraded through our little town. 

Even as a child I always thought is very suspicious that “Santa” would take time out of his Image result for Santa waving from Oak Harbor Fire Truck at nightbusy schedule to ride around the little town of Oak Harbor. Considering that the only world that I knew as a child was defined by the town limit signs, it made perfect sense that he would pick Oak Harbor to start the celebrations, even if I was a little suspicious about it. 

I felt bad for the kids from other places because we had Santa here in our midst and they did not. All of us kids would be lined up — pressing our noses against the cold glass of the picture window, waving at Santa as he made his trek around town. 

Each and every child filled with visions of Christmas.

Presents dancing in their heads and memories etched forever in remembrance.

It might just be my imagination, but it seems as if there were more homes with Christmas lights back in the day.  As a kid, I would always looked forward to the time when we would drive through town looking at all the lights strung across Water Street in the downtown area, as well as the many neighborhoods that were lit up. I still drive around Oak Harbor sometimes just to see the lights.  It makes me feel rooted, a part of something in my past.

I remember that back then spending time “uptown” during the Christmas season was a celebration in itself.  Long before the “Mall” killed the small town businesses, each local store would display sale items in their front windows.  We would go window shopping to find items for our wish list. I can remember a year when I would stop and Image result for A pair of Child ice Skatesstare at this pair of ice skates in the Western Auto store window.

I just knew that this pair of skates would make me the fastest skater at Gleckler’s Pond. Oh how I wanted them, but as Christmas came and went, the skates stayed in the window. We just couldn’t afford them.

Each year, especially as we get older, things change and it’s during the holiday season is when you realize them.  Most of the stores that once lined Water Street are no longer in existence. The 5 and 10 of W.R. Thomas, The Portage Store, Van Atta’s Restaurant, Lantz’s Rexall Drug Store, Western Auto, Felhaber’s Photography, Nehls Market, Faunce’s Furniture, Hutchison Jewelry  and the Modernette Gift Store to name a few.

Even to this very day, it brings a pain to a place in your heart where all your hidden feelings go.  You mask it as progress but in your heart you know that pieces of your childhood are fading into lost memories. Never to be remembered except for a picture or two.  My children and grandchildren have been cheated. They will never get that experience of window shopping the same way I did as a child.

I can always remember running down the steps on Christmas morning and looking around the tree for the biggest box. I always believed that within the biggest box under the tree would be the most expensive gift and best gift.Image result for As single present

I always hoped it would be for me.

But as time works its magic over the years on the mind and soul of a young man, I soon realized that each and every gift was special, unique, and meaningful.

It wasn’t about the size of the gift but rather the act of giving that brings the best feelings and memories of Christmas mornings.

In fact, the presents that I remember most are the gifts that came directly from the heart. Christmas truly is not about the gift itself, but rather the thought behind the gift.

I learned this truth on a snowy evening a few days before Christmas in 1970.  My brother and cousin died in a car-train crash in early November and it did not feel like Christmas to anyone in our family that year. My mom was trying to go through the motions of the season for us kids but as you can imagine there wasn’t a lot to be happy about.

I was nine.  It was easier for me to be distracted by the celebration of the season than it was for my parents and my older brother and sister.

But I knew. I knew that my mom was not the same.

It was a struggle and she was drowning in the loss of a child.

I cannot think of anything more tragic.  A parent is not supposed to out live their child. It is something that I hope my family never has to experience again.

I could see thatRelated image my mom was different.  The sparkle in her eyes that I always remembered had dimmed. I tried to think of a way where I could make her smile again. I had never given my mother a present that I did not make on a piece of paper or a craft made at school. At that time, I really liked to color and draw and make abstract pictures.  So I sat down and did my very best to make the best picture I have ever done in my life.  I was sure it would make all the difference in the world.  

As a father, some of the most precious gifts I have ever received were the scribblings on a piece of paper made by my children. But when your nine you start to think there is no value in that so you want to do more.  I looked at my picture that I put all my energy and creative juices in and I just thought it would come up short in making my mom happy again.

I had $1.25 in my piggy bank and I knew what I had to do.  I had to go uptown and find her the perfect present.  Something that would make her be “happy” again.

Oh… the thoughts of a nine-year old boy.

Somehow I convinced someone to walk me uptown on that snowy afternoon just a few days before Christmas. I was armed with cash and I was on a mission.

The Hardware Store was my first stop.  As a child, when I would walk into the store, I would take a big whiff.  I loved the smell of the hardware store. 

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I was never quite sure what made those smells so intoxicating. Maybe it was the hot, oily machine parts from some of the equipment that they sold or just the decades old hardwood floors of the store.  I can only imagine how many spills of paint, turpentine and oils that floor has absorbed.  It’s now toxic aroma is just hanging limply in the air along with metal nail dust, shiny tools, and plastic snow shovels.  Yes, even as a child, as I walked those old hardware aisles, I soaked in memories. I remember clearly the creaking wooden floor and that jingle-jangly door clang as the door shut behind you. It was nostalgic then and even more so today.

I didn’t find anything at the Hardware store for my mom that I could afford so we moved on to the 5 & 10 store. Now one would think I could find something in that store for my mom.  I just could not decide and was overwhelmed with all of the options.  I was confused and wasn’t satisfied with any of my choices.

I suddenly found myself in Lantz’s Rexall Drug Store.

lantzI was sure I was wasting my time there. The high school girl who worked there was trying so hard to find me something in my price range to get for my mother. It simply wasn’t going to happen. I would have to go back to W. R. Thomas and sift through the options and find something back there.

It was at that moment that I now realize that angels appear every once in a while.

When you least expect it.

I hear a voice coming from the high window where a man was always standing whenever I was in the store. I never saw him ever come out from behind that Pharmacy window.

He asked me, “Are you one of the Lee boys?”

“Yes, sir.” I said.

He came out from behind that window and walked towards me.

He said, “How can I help you, young man?”

“Well sir, I am looking for a present for my mom.”

 “How much do you have to spend?” he asked.

“All I have is $1.25.” I replied.

“What are you looking for son?

I said, “I am not sure but I want to get her something special.” 

He asked, “Does she like perfume?” 

“Yes sir, but I do not have enough money to buy something t

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hat special.”

He reached up on the top shelf of the perfumes and grabbed a bottle and said, “Do you like this one?”  I nodded in approval.

He looked at me and said, “Well son, this is your lucky day.”

With a big smile, he said, “This went on sale today and it costs exactly $1.25.”

The high school girl who worked there, wrapped my present and I gave the man my money and thanked him. As I walked out the door, I looked back and I saw him still looking at me and smiling. I smile back and he says, “Merry Christmas, son.”

As a nine-year old, I thought it blind luck to get such an expensive gift for my mom.  It surpassed all of my expectations. I have no idea how much that perfume actually cost but I know it was more than the $1.25 that I paid for it.

Almost 50 years later, I realize that Mr. Mac McBain was an angel sent to help a little boy bring some joy back into a family that had experienced tragedy.  It was all he could do. 

I gave that present to my mom on Christmas Day. She smiled when she opened it.  One of the first smiles I remember from her in a long time.  Now I know it didn’t make everything ok and my mom wasn’t instantly happy again.  But as a young boy it was all I had to offer.  

Angels… every once in a while.

I believe that God allows it to happen just enough in our lives to allow us to keep faith in a loving God and the ability to hold on to the hope for a better world.

My angel that year was Mr. McBain.  He made the difference in a little boy who just wanted to make his mother happy once again.

My thoughts are upon you sir… I will never forget you and that day.  It made December 25, 1970 feel a little bit more like Christmas.

Merry Christmas Everyone.

 

tis the Season

Bah!!!!

Christmas is closing in on us.

Those of us who are Grinch’s are busy complaining about the traffic, the commercialism and Image result for Tis the seasonall the money spent on gifts.

As a person who has been a believer for most of his life this shouldn’t be a struggle… but it is.

How can a believer not be kind in this season?

I could blame it on the commercialism of Christmas.  We are constantly tempted to buy or charge what we think we need, all in the name of Christmas. We slave away for 11 months trying to pay off the Christmas debts because we can’t say “NO”.  Christmas is no longer about the Savior; it is about the savings for things we really don’t need. 

I could even blame it on Santa.

I could rant about the fact that people have lost the true meaning of what Christmas is all about. Christmas is not about the manger; it is about marketing and materialism. Image result for Peavey drum setChristmas is not about God, is about gifts and getting. The little drummer boy now has to take his no hassles credit card and charge a brand new Peavy drum system. Why? Because his little drum is not enough for the baby Jesus.

But in truth, none of those excuses are valid as to why I struggle during this season of celebration.

I am short-sighted when it comes to being the example of Christ is the season of celebrating His existence. My focus is on me and my situation. Not in ways of getting gifts.  In fact, I am not a fan of getting presents.  It’s awkward for me and I am always uncomfortable with the process. I am good giving presents but I hate to receive. 

I struggle during this season because I can overly focus on my time… my plans and my comfort.  I could live without the decorations and I just want to stay home. I am good with ordering my gifts for others through Amazon.

I acknowledge that as a Believer, I need to be active and show kindness in this time of season. To be intentional with a very simple thing- a kind word.

The easiest thing to do is be kind.

As Paul wrote to the Ephesians and said,

“Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you.”

It means seeing others and speaking to their heart need: encouragement.

To be kind… looks like encouragement for the cashier as she frantically tries to check you out.  It’s being aware of those around you and taking a moment to lift them up with a simple, but kind word.  It’s about paying for the person behind you at McDonalds, letting someone in line ahead of you at the store, helping another with their bags, opening a door for a frazzled mom, sending a note of encouragement to someone you haven’t talked to in a while.

The list is endless, but it begins with these simple words from Jesus who gave us the formula for how to live in this season, in fact in every season, when he said,

“Give, and you will receive. Your gift (kindness) will return to you in full—pressed down, shaken together to make room for more, running over, and poured into your lap. The amount you give will determine the amount you get back.”

As I go into these last days, like everyone else, I try to reImage result for sad during christmasmember the many people for whom this is not a joyous time of the year. With themes of joyous parties, happy families and generous giving surrounding us, those who struggle with depression, estranged family and/or economic survival are often forgotten.  I don’t lift this up in order to compel feelings of guilt or to cast aspersions on folks who are living large during this time, but simply as a nod and a word to those who struggle with these times to say that you are loved.

  • You are loved by people who you might not expect.
  • You are loved by God.

And yes, I know that my words offered on a blog post will not heal your spirit, reconcile Image result for show kindnessfamilies or feed your body, but in this, I hope you know that there are many who show this love not only during the holidays or not only with words, but who are there for and with you when you need them.  I don’t know where the words and actions will come for you, but I believe there are those people for all of us: it might be your neighbor who has invited you to join them for a meal, or maybe it’s that stranger sitting at the table next to you at the cafe with whom you share a brief conversations or when it is really bad, it’s that suicide-hotline that you never would have imagined that you would ever need.

Scripture is filled with admonitions to love others, to care for the needy and show the love of Christ as we live our lives.

So, while I wish those who are struggling all of the joy, peace, hope and love that I can muster, my greatest hope is that you know deep in your soul that you are not alone.

The greatest witness you can offer to the world you walk in each day is kindness.

The kindness that invites others to smile, give someone an encouraged heart, maybe a new hope.

Make it your goal, for the rest of this year, to look for at least one person in your day to whom you can give a kind word.

You never know… you might discover an exciting new way to share the love of Christ in this crazy world we live in and after all… tis the season.

Merry Christmas to everyone… even to those of us that struggle through it.

 

The Sad Reality

The sad reality was made evident to me this week.  

I have been trying to collect all of the pictures, letters and anything else that I could find that belonged to my grandparents.  I know where most of these are in my house but I have few letters and pictures stuffed away in a few drawers.

I am shocked at the fact that all I have from them would not fill up an old shoe box. 

How do the lives of family members get reduced to a few pictures and a letter or two?

I look around my office and just about everything I see will be tossed aside at some point.  Either before I die or shortly thereafter, each of the collectibles that sit on my shelves that I held of value (because of the memory attached to it) will be bagged up and set out on the street to be collected with that weeks garbage.   

Pretty much… all of it will be whittled down to some pictures and maybe a letter or two.Image result for old Shoebox full of junk

When all is said and done everything important about us will fit in a small box.

It’s an amazing insight.  Our lives in a small box.  In it paperwork and personal effects of the sum of a life once lived.

It’s rather sad that we leave such a small footprint on the planet, but it’s true.  

Most of the things that will be kept by our children and grandchildren will fit into a small shoe box.

The rest is found in the hearts and memories of those who knew us.  

Our “Legacy” is one generation long, perhaps two at best and then our photos will be the evidence of a life once lived. Memories left in a box for others to discover. Memories fade in the next generation… the stories will blur and in time these too will fade into the past. One memory will last a generation maybe two. then we become a slot on our families genealogical tree. The date of our birth, the dash and then the date of our death.

Now I know this is a depressing post. But it is the truth.  It happens to all of us.

In light of this sad reality, I am glad God knows us.

God remembers us and celebrates our lives as we live with and for Him.  

Every name is remembered, every deed done for Him written down, every life important.

In this life, it may all fit in a small shoe box, but there… where God rules, every life, every name, every action and deed remembered and celebrated by a God who loves us.

Never forgotten.

Our Faith… On Ice

I’ve noticed that some who have walked with Christ, people who I know are Christians, have simply wandered off.

Sometimes done quietly. 

Sometimes done with loud, boisterous posts on social media.

Image result for walking awayAt the end of the day, they simply wandered away from things they once believed.  

Some are angry.  Some have an axe to grind.  Some have something to prove.

They want to shove their rejection of the faith, they once claimed they held, into everyone’s face.

So many excuses and self-justified reasons.     

Some aren’t angry, or even mad really. Some aren’t even discouraged.  

They have simply not seen the life of God in the community of faith and have lost interest.  

They hold to the thought that life is busy, work is hard, things are crazy, why waste time with church and church stuff when they get nothing from it?  Why invest time when no one really knows them or even cares?  They’d rather sleep in.

Yes… life is busy. Work is hard. And there is no doubt that things are crazy in this time of life.  But this is nothing new.  It has been this way since the beginning of time itself. 

When this millennial generation raises their collective heads from their smartphones and for the first time they really take a look at life, some don’t like what they see.

They see the ugly part of life. 

They see political chaos. 

They see the horror of war.

They see the senseless acts of terrorism.

They see people separated by social class and race.

The haves and the have-nots.

Yes… this world is ugly.  It has been this way since the beginning of time.  Read the history of the human race.  More importantly… read the Bible. 

All documented there… the ugliness of the human spirit.

This generation sees the reality of life and for some their first take is to reject the faith of their family and of past generations.

They believe that the church is to blame.

Surely their parents got it wrong.

They quickly head in other directions.

One direction is they dig deeper into their social media outlets and escape the realities of life.  They become naïve to this world and have no interest in dealing with this reality they see.

Now there are many “escapes” that can be found in social media. We live iImage result for Social Median a world that people have the most information at their fingertips but fail to learn and retreat to a fantasy world. Not in all cases, but I am sure that many would rather escape into the fantasy world that doesn’t exist rather than understanding their responsibility to reach a lost and dying world for Jesus Christ.

I wonder the impact on the world if they used this same passion into reaching others for Christ.

I think, in these days of craziness, the biggest enemy of the church is apathy.

Apathy is a slow chilling of our faith and interest that leaves us unfeeling and uncaring about the most important thing in life – a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.  

Apathy kills the passion for the truths of Jesus Christ.  It causes us to doubt.  It causes us to question His existence. If you think that Jesus Christ wasn’t born of a virgin, if He wasn’t the Son of God, if He could not pay the price for sin and without a real belief in what He did for us on the Cross of Calvary, then why should we keep going? Why should we continue to be part of something that does nothing for us?

This is apathy.  Our faith… on ice.

Apathy kills our faith.  We get cold to things of God. It’s easy to wander, to become apathetic, to grow cold.  It’s a challenge to stay near the flames, to seek out community even when you don’t feel like it.  It’s important because the greatest weakness in our life is not outright sin… it’s apathy.

You need to know this can happen to all of us!  We all can become cold to the truth of Scripture.

The flames of our faith are something we must protect.  Your faith should not be dependent on what you see.  It is better to believe without seeing, that is why it is called FAITH.

The direction that some take, is for many to question everything about their faith. They assume that because they don’t like the world they see that the church has failed and the church belief system is wrong.

The convince themselves that the Bible is wrong or at best the Bible is allegorical.  Meaning that Bible is simply symbolic, figurative and metaphorical.  It is at best a representation of moral truths. Surly not to be taken as literal truth and that many of the stories we read in the Bible are to be taken in as allegorical.  Any truth in Scripture has to be “proven” by the scientific method. They hold that belief isn’t dependent on faith. It is based upon if it can be proven by science. I have had interesting conversations in discussing these issues, it has caused me to deepen my faith.

I still am bound by the fact that I don’t have to know everything about “how” something happened in the Bible. I am called to have “faith” to simply believe what God has said.  I cannot pick and choose what I believe in Scripture.  It is either all true or it is not. I am of the personal belief that if you choose to “not” believe something happened the way it says it did in the Bible, it becomes a slippery slope to unbelief in the whole truth of Scripture.

I have close friends that can be found in all of these directions.  I am not here to take unfair shots at them.  I have had constructive conversations with them. They know my beliefs and I will listen to hear their perspective and I will not argue with them. I don’t have to agree with them and in turn, they don’t have to agree with me.

In case you are wondering,  I clearly post my Statement of Faith on this website.  These are my truly held beliefs.

We all need to find the journey to truth.

Some journeys take a long time. Some never make it back.